There's a lot of detail above but I think the only thing that will get you past your paralysis is approaching. Different coordinates might give you exotic appeal and a burst of optimism but you can enjoy lower cost and higher reward by just approaching where you're at.
I know how you feel. It took me a 1:1 mentor and three months of conditioning to get me out of my funk.
Approach and you'll get out of yours. PM me if you need some ground support.
I know how you feel. It took me a 1:1 mentor and three months of conditioning to get me out of my funk.
Approach and you'll get out of yours. PM me if you need some ground support.