Most of what needed to be said has been said already but one thing:
Do NOT under any circumstances hang out with the ex in the future; especially night activities involving alcohol. From the way you are talking and how this chick is acting, you are a prime candidate for a post-break up accident kid. You have expressed mixed feelings and she is dying for a kid/purpose in life/feels like she has wasted substantial time (she has).
That said, mid-30s women without kids are some of most mercenary cunts on Gods green earth and many truly see you as nothing more than a sperm donor and ATM. Throw in the emotional attachment and resentment plus wasted time factors in your particular case and its only a matter of time before she calls you up one late night for a rawdog session and she got you by the balls for the next two decades.
Stay frosty.
Do NOT under any circumstances hang out with the ex in the future; especially night activities involving alcohol. From the way you are talking and how this chick is acting, you are a prime candidate for a post-break up accident kid. You have expressed mixed feelings and she is dying for a kid/purpose in life/feels like she has wasted substantial time (she has).
That said, mid-30s women without kids are some of most mercenary cunts on Gods green earth and many truly see you as nothing more than a sperm donor and ATM. Throw in the emotional attachment and resentment plus wasted time factors in your particular case and its only a matter of time before she calls you up one late night for a rawdog session and she got you by the balls for the next two decades.
Stay frosty.