Iv been in a similar situation.
If you do meet again the only way to turn this around is to aim for anal and blow your load in her mouth. Let her call you back. However you should actively be looking for her replacement.
Once that barrier has been broken of being the girl who doesn't sleep around she will likely do it again. Hanging on to that image is one of the only things holding them back. She doesn't have that going on with you anymore.
Sounds like you have some hints of oneitus. If you do get on banging terms again then I'd avoid doing anything with her that could strengthen your emotional connection to her. Staying the night with her and doing things outside of fucking are bad for this.
If you do meet again the only way to turn this around is to aim for anal and blow your load in her mouth. Let her call you back. However you should actively be looking for her replacement.
Once that barrier has been broken of being the girl who doesn't sleep around she will likely do it again. Hanging on to that image is one of the only things holding them back. She doesn't have that going on with you anymore.
Sounds like you have some hints of oneitus. If you do get on banging terms again then I'd avoid doing anything with her that could strengthen your emotional connection to her. Staying the night with her and doing things outside of fucking are bad for this.