I got back from Amsterdam last night. I didn't go through with it. I had put aside one day to for the pro, another day expecting to spend the entirety of reflecting on what would have been a life changing moment.
Im choosing to do what feels right for me and follow the advice of the posters who said dont do it, so those extra days I got high and went to museums.
Tried online dating with mixed success. Haven't had huge success with my messages, but at least im getting a smattering of replies (thanks Sonsowey!). No meet ups yet because I dont find women older than say 35 that attractive, or they don't reply. But I will keep at it.
I will continue approaching and start mma because I think just lack the physical confidence and ability to protect a woman physically.
Im willing to do whatever it takes.
Im choosing to do what feels right for me and follow the advice of the posters who said dont do it, so those extra days I got high and went to museums.
Tried online dating with mixed success. Haven't had huge success with my messages, but at least im getting a smattering of replies (thanks Sonsowey!). No meet ups yet because I dont find women older than say 35 that attractive, or they don't reply. But I will keep at it.
I will continue approaching and start mma because I think just lack the physical confidence and ability to protect a woman physically.
Im willing to do whatever it takes.