@Ali I completely agree with the pushing yourself and reaping the rewards. That's why I'm so frustrated with my female compatriots. I look good, I dress well, I make cash, I've been places, I've done shit. When I look around, even in New York, I'm underwhelmed. I've become very indifferent about a lot of what I've experienced stateside these past few weeks.
Have things gotten worse? Have I grown/changed as a man? Have my experiences shaped me in ways that I'm struggling to grasp at the moment? The narrative is probably all of these things.
At this point, I'm taking my own thread off topic by rambling on about nothing in particular. But long story short, I want to date GREAT women. I don't know if I can find that in an American girl.
Have things gotten worse? Have I grown/changed as a man? Have my experiences shaped me in ways that I'm struggling to grasp at the moment? The narrative is probably all of these things.
At this point, I'm taking my own thread off topic by rambling on about nothing in particular. But long story short, I want to date GREAT women. I don't know if I can find that in an American girl.