Argh this post was a pain to read. A vicious combination of NAWALT and one-itis. You've already lost, man. The only way to win now is to let go of the one-itis.
Yeah you found a girl that's a virgin (great) and has some other nice qualities. Awesome, but this doesn't make her the most special thing in the world. She's just a girl. If you're really the one who has taken her virginity, you will be VERY special for her and she won't forget you easily. Go abroad, have fun, take pictures, come back and meet up with her again. Then marry or whatever you want to do. And if she doesn't want to, whatever, on to the next one
Yeah you found a girl that's a virgin (great) and has some other nice qualities. Awesome, but this doesn't make her the most special thing in the world. She's just a girl. If you're really the one who has taken her virginity, you will be VERY special for her and she won't forget you easily. Go abroad, have fun, take pictures, come back and meet up with her again. Then marry or whatever you want to do. And if she doesn't want to, whatever, on to the next one