"I want to change my life. Because of her, i have given in to weakness and have given up on the LSATs, and most other things in life."
Don't allow yourself to blame someone else for your own problems. If she is a distraction, get rid of her. You'll eventually gain more confidence as you do things on your own. It's going to be a slow, boring process.
Don't allow yourself to blame someone else for your own problems. If she is a distraction, get rid of her. You'll eventually gain more confidence as you do things on your own. It's going to be a slow, boring process.