Vent Thread:
Went out to the bars in Philly tonight, and I was in absolute shit form all night long. I was awkward and stiff the entire time, and no amount of booze loosened me up or triggered the great conversationalist in me. I opened a few chicks, but every conversation fizzled out after a few seconds due to my lack of interest/desire. I was on a no-fap streak earlier this week where I felt like I was on top of the world, but today I jerked off twice in a row and ate like shit which completely zapped all my confidence and drive.
It's nights like these that seem to completely derail all the hard work I've put into improving myself. I know I'll be better once I've hit the gym again and gone a few days without masturbating, but fuck...I don't even want to look at myself right now I'm so ashamed.
Went out to the bars in Philly tonight, and I was in absolute shit form all night long. I was awkward and stiff the entire time, and no amount of booze loosened me up or triggered the great conversationalist in me. I opened a few chicks, but every conversation fizzled out after a few seconds due to my lack of interest/desire. I was on a no-fap streak earlier this week where I felt like I was on top of the world, but today I jerked off twice in a row and ate like shit which completely zapped all my confidence and drive.
It's nights like these that seem to completely derail all the hard work I've put into improving myself. I know I'll be better once I've hit the gym again and gone a few days without masturbating, but fuck...I don't even want to look at myself right now I'm so ashamed.