You know OG it's best that you make a clean break from this chick
It's like you suffered a bad accident that left serious scars and although you've taken some steps treat it back to a healing state, by continuing to contact her back (regardless of who initiated the contact) you are ripping off that bandage before you've properly healed.
It's clear you are at a stage where you are burned out or at the very least disillusioned with the pump and dump scene, but I must caution you that if/when you bump into your future ex-gf you make her invest in you over a longer period of time, and most importantly try to access her value to you independent of her sexuality.
After all 75% of a relationship is spent outside of the bedroom
It's like you suffered a bad accident that left serious scars and although you've taken some steps treat it back to a healing state, by continuing to contact her back (regardless of who initiated the contact) you are ripping off that bandage before you've properly healed.
It's clear you are at a stage where you are burned out or at the very least disillusioned with the pump and dump scene, but I must caution you that if/when you bump into your future ex-gf you make her invest in you over a longer period of time, and most importantly try to access her value to you independent of her sexuality.
After all 75% of a relationship is spent outside of the bedroom
MDP