The author felt the power of testosterone for the first time in his life, and he got scared. He felt confident, he felt that other men were weak, and he literally ran away from it.
Of course his wife spoke out against it. A husband with options would be her worst nightmare. He failed the test.
Everything else he wrote is rationalisation for his cowardice.
Of course his wife spoke out against it. A husband with options would be her worst nightmare. He failed the test.
Everything else he wrote is rationalisation for his cowardice.
"I'd hate myself if I had that kind of attitude, if I were that weak." - Arnold