[Biz]

I'm in the same boat.

I can't drink just one or a few, it's all or nothing... Til I pass out, even if I'm just hanging out alone at home.

I'd like to give it up... Cuz I know I definitely can't control it.

Thing is, the majority of my relationships - friends and family there's a big reliance for alcohol being involved.. It's basically automatic

Also, often times I get blasted out of shear boredom.

I've fucked up endless amounts of times because of alcohol, I could spend days counting down the fuck ups.

I'm at the point where it's basically now or never. I'm 31 and need to get my shit straight.