[Giovonny]

Sounds like you are yearning to connect with a woman. This is natural and normal. You need a girlfriend for winter.

This should be your new challenge in life.. Can you get a gf for winter?!?!?

Honor yourself and your own needs, approach more, go harder.

Refuse to be another lonely beta. Fight for your life. Adjust your strategy.

A change of scenery will serve you well.