how did you make her pay for what girls had done in the past? you had options and you picked the one you preferred. i think about this sometimes as well but don't let it get you down
Sidenote: sometimes you have to choose between your happiness and someone else's happiness, would the other girl have 'paid' had you picked the less attractive one?
Sidenote: sometimes you have to choose between your happiness and someone else's happiness, would the other girl have 'paid' had you picked the less attractive one?