Im aware of that thats a lifetime of work. I just like to be a quick learner and its easier to learn from other people/peoples misstakes than doing them yourself.
Some people here probably have/had a similar problem and can help me with it (not expecting a miracle here, it will take as much time as it takes)
@Parlay44
Actually i did not think its a problem of confidence more in beeing too slow in conversation and dont get things at all but maybe ur right and it really is a matter of confidence in some way (like i feel like i am unable so I am unable).
For example: I dont dare Picking trendy clothes because i have no clue whats trendy... maybe i should just pick something...
I dont know... I need time to think... (of course ur advices are still welcome)
Some people here probably have/had a similar problem and can help me with it (not expecting a miracle here, it will take as much time as it takes)
@Parlay44
Actually i did not think its a problem of confidence more in beeing too slow in conversation and dont get things at all but maybe ur right and it really is a matter of confidence in some way (like i feel like i am unable so I am unable).
For example: I dont dare Picking trendy clothes because i have no clue whats trendy... maybe i should just pick something...
I dont know... I need time to think... (of course ur advices are still welcome)