BEFORE:
Met women via luck and social circle. Wasn't satisfied with the women I was with. Lots of beta tendencies, and I look back and cringe at things I did, things I said, and opportunities I missed. Had no clue what I wanted.
NOW (10 years later):
Go out of my way to meet women. Lots of sexual experience, with many different girls and different types of girls. Understand women better, and understand myself better. Alpha tendencies, or at least the ability to pretend and turn it on when necessary. Have come full circle and enjoy long-term relationships, except on my terms. Have less respect for women than I had when I was younger, except for the precious few who have more going for them than a nice body.
Met women via luck and social circle. Wasn't satisfied with the women I was with. Lots of beta tendencies, and I look back and cringe at things I did, things I said, and opportunities I missed. Had no clue what I wanted.
NOW (10 years later):
Go out of my way to meet women. Lots of sexual experience, with many different girls and different types of girls. Understand women better, and understand myself better. Alpha tendencies, or at least the ability to pretend and turn it on when necessary. Have come full circle and enjoy long-term relationships, except on my terms. Have less respect for women than I had when I was younger, except for the precious few who have more going for them than a nice body.