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The God pill

The God pill

Quote: (05-01-2019 05:59 AM)VNvet Wrote:  

Quote: (04-30-2019 08:02 AM)AnonymousBosch Wrote:  

Now Roosh has discovered Fr Chad Ripperger, matching my own journey towards truth.

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- His advice on Generational Spirits led me to, once again, do the suggested devotion and receiving the Infused Knowledge that, yes, as I suspected, my family was cursed. Including that it came via my Grandfather, that he was a Freemason, and the Demon's Name we were promised to: one of The Table.

When I told my Sister, she didn't believe me. "But he always seemed so nice."

I was firm. I can't quite explain the calm surety that comes from this kind of thing. "This came from the Blessed Mother. I even received a quick vision of a Freemason Ring."

She wasn't convinced, until I... very casually... tried to bring it up with my Father a few days later, only to find him very open about it:

"Oh yeah, Dad was a Freemason. I still have his apron."

Looking further into what that Demon is said to do, I could see why my Grandmother was hit by a car one day, then had to spend 40 years of her life hunched over to almost a 90 degree angle on a cane. I could see why my Uncle died of a snapped neck. I could see why my grandfather's early death surprised everyone. I could see why there's so much Cancer all through the family.

Particularly, I saw how that Demon had controlled me from, I'm guessing, about 14 or so, until sometime in 2015. There was a weird event in my childhood: a sensation that something outside myself had... invaded... me - mirrored by what seemed like a reversal of the same event that year - as something was... expelled... out of me.

Reading about his influence over a soul was like reading my life history, right down to the wound with my Father and the resulting deep insecurity from that that drove my dysfunctional behaviour.

- Understanding the full horror of a complete destruction of a family line - even seeing how my Grandfather was used and lied to - and not knowing what else to do, I offered myself up as a sacrifice of love to free everyone, saying I would take on the burden of their sins.

A few weeks later, in August, I was struck almost fully-deaf. My nervous system started malfunctioning, meaning I now have regular seizures and have to walk with a cane. I have constant pain in my lower spine and on one side of my neck. It's not unusual to have 14 hour attacks of vertigo, where all I can do is lie in bed and vomit.

I haven't really talked about this because I'm not a whiny bitch, and can always adapt to problems that arise in my life. Plus, I have the Father: it's hard to explain but, as St John of the Cross says, 'Joy and Pain both mean nothing to me'. Suffering becomes an expression of his love.

- Interestingly, the Priests here seem very veiled when you discuss Demons, believing it all has (((psychological))) explanations, but the Nuns all understand: "God will hold you to that promise." According to them, I, somehow suffer well.

- If you study the Demon, he attacks the Neck, The Spine and the Nervous System. They say to picture him as curled around your spine, squeezing the life out of you.

- Having Known the Demon, you can easily-recognise his Children by their behaviour - I'll write something on that when I have the time - and can see how they are often moved around like pawns to attempt bring you back into the fold. I mentioned nine months of dealing with a Stalker from Church here: he evidences all the predicted-behaviour.

Thanks for sharing the video and sharing your story. Catholic priests tend to shy away from demonic explanations, like you said.

My great-grandfather was a Freemason. I, and my cousin, developed severe scoliosis at 14. We both got the titanium hardware to fix it.

And just like you, there's lots of cancer at a young age (including brain cancer!) and early death (always from cancer) all over that family line.

I'm looking forward to your post on their behavior. To anyone reading, don't mess with Freemasonry or any of that secret society stuff.

A few days ago, I took the time to watch this video on spiritual warfare by Father Ripperger. Fascinating stuff. Father Ripperger talks about demons possessing particular parts of the body (especially around the spine of the lower back) and how they often attack the most godly of people.

Then just a few days later, I watched the recent film about the life of Vincent van Gough, titled "At Eternity's Gate." Remembering Father Ripperger's sermon, what I saw and heard in the film about van Gough's life really chilled me to the bone.

Here are excerpts from the screenplay, which (based on Father Ripperger's sermon) I believe show demon possession. [BTW: Demon possession was never mentioned in the film and it would never have occurred to me if I had not recently watched Father Ripperger's sermon.] I wonder whether this first bit of dialogue was taken directly from the doctor's notes.

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Jesus said, "If thy hand offend thee, cut it off."

So you cut off your ear because you couldn't bear to hear what Paul was saying?

I believe I have a menacing spirit around me. An invisible being. I feel it, I don't see it. He speaks to me and threatens me. And all he wants to do is plunge a knife into my heart. I saw him and I tried to cut him out of myself.

So that's the reason why you cut off your ear.

(BREATHES SHAKILY)

Your vision of the world, as you say, is quite frightening. Isn't it?

Yes.

I'm terrified he'll come back.

I see.

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Secondly, Van Gogh was a godly man whose father was a pastor and he himself considered becoming a pastor. So, he was a prime candidate for a demonic attack.

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My father was a pastor. I've been around religion all my life.

Really? A pastor?

Yes, and before I realized I was a painter, I tried myself to be a man of God.

So, I learned quite a bit about the topic.


Third, van Gogh also believed that the essence of nature was beauty and that such beauty was a manifestation of God:

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When I look at nature, I see more clearly, the tie that unites us all. A vibrating energy, speaking in God's voice. Sometimes it's so intense, I lose consciousness. I feel God is nature and nature is beauty.


Fourth, van Gogh often experienced memory blackouts that included fits of violence or other disturbing conduct.

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From time to time, I feel like I'm losing my mind. Yes, my mind goes out of me, I'm telling you. It goes out of me.

What do you mean?

They say that I scream in the streets, that I cry, that I put black paint on my face to scare the children. But I don't remember anything. Anything except the darkness and anxiety, so they sent me here. With really insane people.

Do you drink a lot?

I must tell you, (WHISPERS) don't tell it to the doctors... Theo, sometimes I have visions.

Who do you see?

It's hard to say.

Ghosts?

I don't know.

Flowers, sometimes, and also angels, human beings. It's confusing. Sometimes they talk to me.

What do they say?

I don't understand them.

But it's frightening. They aren't always very nice.

I will talk to the doctors and see what can be done.

When I get like this, I don't know what I'm capable of. Maybe I could kill and throw myself off a cliff.


Fifth, the people who inhabited the small village where he painted near the end of his life were so fearful of van Gogh that they signed a petition to keep him out of the village:

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What happened on the road to Arles?

I don't remember.

You did walk out of the asylum.

I wanted to go out.

The townspeople of Arles have signed a petition against you.

They don't want you to come back there.

Yes, I know.


I could continue, but if you listen to the description of spiritual warfare provided by Father Ripperger and then watch this film about van Gough's life, you cannot help but see the parallels. It is almost as if demons attacked van Gough because he was able to see the glory of God in nature's beauty and especially because van Gogh was able to place that great beauty and heavenly glory on canvass for others to see.

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I feel God is nature and nature is beauty.

I've seen you in the garden, painting. And I've heard from others that you say you were a painter.

Yes, that's what I am.

Why do you say that? Do you have a gift for painting?

Yes.

Where does this gift come from? Would you say that God gave you the gift of painting?

Yes, He did. It's the only gift He gave me.
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