[realRichardJohnson]

You should focus on inner game before anything else. I usually think therapy and doctors are a waste of time but if your inner situation is as bad as you've made it out to be then you should get that part of your life sorted out first.

Also, I'm a huge advocate of big cities. You can only game so much when you live in a small town with little to nothing to do and intense social circle pressure on girls.

Best of luck

Richard "Dick" Johnson