Game has changed my life. I’ve always been confident and social but Ive been gaming actively for the last 6 months, I’ve been day gaming and hitting the streets hard, I’ve met hundreds of people, I’ve made friends, Ive travelled, I have ridiculous stories, Ive banged girls of caliber I wouldn’t have before and more often. But of course with a lot of this there has been a lot of turmoil, and that’s what I want to share today from my personal perspective.
1.You can become addicted, ive literally exhausted myself mentally and physically, I enjoy gaming so much that its all I want to do but its drained me. Its become an addiction, I love it, and when Im not gaming I feel like im wasting time.
2.Always feel like I can do better, no girl is good enough. Especially after being in EE I just feel like no girl is good looking enough, in fact even when I was in EE there were better girls walking by than the ones I was with. I’m always chasing the hotter one, and I’m not sticking to any.
3.It can damage ego and confidence, you wont always be getting numbers and dating, you’ll go days or weeks without anything substantial happening and you’ll feel like shit.
4.Closely related to 3 but I find myself envying other people, reading posts, watching videos, watching ridiculous kissing in the day in crowded coffee shops, hearing of foursomes two days in a row, I wonder why I cant do that.
5.I don’t always want to hear about success – This can be motivating, but at the same time I want to know other pua’s are human, I want to hear about the blow-outs, how long it took you to get where you are, the rejections you still get, how you dealt with it, what you did. I don’t want to always hear how easy it was to pull the 9/10 and do anal with her in her grandmas house
I love game, I wont stop, but its not always bells and whistles, im not really sure where im going with this post but wanted to share the emotional roller-coaster I’ve been having 6 months in.
1.You can become addicted, ive literally exhausted myself mentally and physically, I enjoy gaming so much that its all I want to do but its drained me. Its become an addiction, I love it, and when Im not gaming I feel like im wasting time.
2.Always feel like I can do better, no girl is good enough. Especially after being in EE I just feel like no girl is good looking enough, in fact even when I was in EE there were better girls walking by than the ones I was with. I’m always chasing the hotter one, and I’m not sticking to any.
3.It can damage ego and confidence, you wont always be getting numbers and dating, you’ll go days or weeks without anything substantial happening and you’ll feel like shit.
4.Closely related to 3 but I find myself envying other people, reading posts, watching videos, watching ridiculous kissing in the day in crowded coffee shops, hearing of foursomes two days in a row, I wonder why I cant do that.
5.I don’t always want to hear about success – This can be motivating, but at the same time I want to know other pua’s are human, I want to hear about the blow-outs, how long it took you to get where you are, the rejections you still get, how you dealt with it, what you did. I don’t want to always hear how easy it was to pull the 9/10 and do anal with her in her grandmas house
I love game, I wont stop, but its not always bells and whistles, im not really sure where im going with this post but wanted to share the emotional roller-coaster I’ve been having 6 months in.