Quote: (09-04-2017 10:36 PM)sonoran_ Wrote:
I have a small body frame and have had body dismorphia since junior high.
I started working out seriously in grade 12 and in 1-2 years put on about 30 lbs of weight. Ive been relatively stable at 150 lbs for a long time and it takes me considerable effort to shoot for 160. Even when I try to I just seem to gain body fat.
AKA I have absolutely shit genetics. I dont look like I lift, unless I take my short off to reveal a decently athletic body. Ive seen kids come to the gym for 3 months and get bigger than me and Ive been at it for 8 years.
Body dysmorphia + shit genetics + having 0 experience with girls ( which is the reason we all STARTED weight lifting if we're honest) means Im ready to do drastic shit.
You might say I have psychological issues, and I probably do, but Im going to hop on some testosterone cypionate.
If what LINUX says is even 10% true, to me its worth it.
Dude you're not eating enough. As mentioned before you need to be eating until you feel like puking. Thats how it should feel like.