I had a mild case of this in my late 20s. When I hit early 30s, the impending timeline of life hit me quickly. You will get older. You will want some $cratch. You're lack of caring will catch up with you.
Start caring now to beat that anxiety.
(I guessed your age before I read it. I suspect, while this may not be common, it's not uncommon for single dudes. I suspect it's a man's value rising (most guys look most attractive late 20s to mid 30s) followed by hitting 30 when T drops a bit. The guy starts getting chicks just because of looks and how he carries himself, so they get a taste of high value. This is followed by drop in T which reminds us of the unavoidable aging process and hot young babes eventually slipping away.)
Start caring now to beat that anxiety.
(I guessed your age before I read it. I suspect, while this may not be common, it's not uncommon for single dudes. I suspect it's a man's value rising (most guys look most attractive late 20s to mid 30s) followed by hitting 30 when T drops a bit. The guy starts getting chicks just because of looks and how he carries himself, so they get a taste of high value. This is followed by drop in T which reminds us of the unavoidable aging process and hot young babes eventually slipping away.)
“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.”