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I am stuck. I have thought about this a lot.

If I leave my girlfriend, I will have regret.
If I cheat, I will feel guilty because I have a conscience.
If I stay, I don't have any sex.
If I get a job, I think we could have sex sometimes, but the economy is bad.

My GF is clingy and is abusive, but are a good match because we are both pretty conservative. She
also says sex is painful, but doctors haven't helped her. I
keep this relationship going by doing housework and giving her massages. When she threatens to throw me
out, I tell her that she is my soulmate and cry, beg, and say that I don't have any money.

I know it's ironic to want to play around with other girls, but try
to save a relationship with a girlfriend. I want a new girlfriend, but I
am trying to keep my old one. We have invested a lot of time
in this relationship and she really is a good girl. I want my girlfriend and I want sex.

I feel pretty depressed about this. I don't know what to do.

Women. Can't live with them. Can't live without them.