Just got home from another night of night gaming and bar hopping until 5am. This night game shit seems to be getting harder or maybe i'm just stuck in my head. People don't socialize like they used to. I have a hard time rolling dolo like I did many times before. Feels like people are more isolated.
Nothing is clicking lately, my conversations are off, my focus is off, the people are just off. Maybe I never was a player. Maybe I was just faking it this whole time just to hide an insecurity deep within myself. Maybe this lifestyle is not for me. The older I get the more I reflect on my past. My friends, my relationships. Things haven't progressed. I'm still a loaner.
I need a new hobby. fuck night game. Drunk lounge right.
Nothing is clicking lately, my conversations are off, my focus is off, the people are just off. Maybe I never was a player. Maybe I was just faking it this whole time just to hide an insecurity deep within myself. Maybe this lifestyle is not for me. The older I get the more I reflect on my past. My friends, my relationships. Things haven't progressed. I'm still a loaner.
I need a new hobby. fuck night game. Drunk lounge right.