Quote: (06-11-2015 07:53 PM)rudeBoy Wrote:
So these last years I've been swallowing the redpill and look back and ponder on how women have affected my life. They've done considerable emotional damage to the point to even being around them makes me kind of sick. I have sex and I'm out the door. I can't stand to be around them for more than an hour. Now, initially I thought this behavior was 'alpha' but is it?
I think it is beta to just hate them or am I being too hard on myself, or maybe I'm just playing the victim.
have you had a girlfriend before OP? how many girls have you slept with by now?