Oneitis is a bitch mate and I think you're suffering it or at the very least want to suffer it. Bang loads of girls and after you feel emotionally 'empty' (whatever that means) get an LTR and continue banging loads of women on the side.
Oh yes, I'm so privileged you literally can't even.
Interested in joining the FFL? I tried (and failed).
Interested in joining the FFL? I tried (and failed).