Hey Guys, I am a 20 year old kid from the midwest. All my life I have had weird problems not with only women but relationships in general. I had a very awkward time as a youth because I didn't know how to talk to people. Through much work and a dedicated conscious effort, I am growing my circle of friends.
I had a drug problem with oxycontin but thats not the main point, I became crazy skinny(5'11 165). I been off pills for 1 year and I blimped the fuck out to 215. Since November I have been working out 6 days a week and it shows. I have confidence. I have more a fuck you come do somethin about it attitude. Not starting shit but ready to handle my own (not for a fight necessarily but socially-but a fight too More muscle definition. I'm 200 right now if you were wondering.
Now, its time to add game to my arsenal. My problem wasn't the approach in high school. I was out of school so I am quite rusty but I think I can regain the approach. It was the close that was the biggest problem for me. Looking back I should have read that shit like a fucking book but I'm not here to feel sorry for myself. I am here to move forward. I start school in in 6 days but my concerns are not in the short term at the moment.
I have come to realize my time in America is coming to an end. I am an Eastern Indian mixed with Sicilian. Thats awesome for other places, but in the midwest it sucks ass. I'm talking about racism by the way lol. Also, I have been unemployed since 08 (not for lack of trying, believe me). Which leads to financial securities but I'm not bitchin. I am doing generals now, hoping to learn Portuguese and move to Brazil. I start university Portuguese classes in the summer but I am starting research now.
Chicks in my area are generally speaking beat as hell. But its good to start getting laid and practice. So I'll be lurking and doing research and ordering Bang. The preview resonated with me very much so I think it will help me alot. I just wanted to say hey and give a background. If you have advice, I am all ears.
2011 is going to be my fucking year!
I had a drug problem with oxycontin but thats not the main point, I became crazy skinny(5'11 165). I been off pills for 1 year and I blimped the fuck out to 215. Since November I have been working out 6 days a week and it shows. I have confidence. I have more a fuck you come do somethin about it attitude. Not starting shit but ready to handle my own (not for a fight necessarily but socially-but a fight too More muscle definition. I'm 200 right now if you were wondering.
Now, its time to add game to my arsenal. My problem wasn't the approach in high school. I was out of school so I am quite rusty but I think I can regain the approach. It was the close that was the biggest problem for me. Looking back I should have read that shit like a fucking book but I'm not here to feel sorry for myself. I am here to move forward. I start school in in 6 days but my concerns are not in the short term at the moment.
I have come to realize my time in America is coming to an end. I am an Eastern Indian mixed with Sicilian. Thats awesome for other places, but in the midwest it sucks ass. I'm talking about racism by the way lol. Also, I have been unemployed since 08 (not for lack of trying, believe me). Which leads to financial securities but I'm not bitchin. I am doing generals now, hoping to learn Portuguese and move to Brazil. I start university Portuguese classes in the summer but I am starting research now.
Chicks in my area are generally speaking beat as hell. But its good to start getting laid and practice. So I'll be lurking and doing research and ordering Bang. The preview resonated with me very much so I think it will help me alot. I just wanted to say hey and give a background. If you have advice, I am all ears.
2011 is going to be my fucking year!