Quote: (10-20-2015 04:36 AM)The Beast1 Wrote:
I used to have a mentality where I thought, "Better me than someone else."
Nowadays, I find myself disgusted with myself for such thinking. Why? I don't know. I was never raised to feel shame for carnal desires so having it appear now is very strange.
I guess what breaks me down most is the lack of loyalty between women and men. I fault women more being the buyers in this market, but still even as a guy knowing i'd be screwing over another potentially good dude just sinks in my head.
And as for dudes, I seriously question the loyalty and character of most men I see around me. Had a recent experience where this guy talked red pill stuff to me in private and proceeded to suck up to this "independent, strong, liberated" friend of his he hadn't seen in 2 years. They had banged previously but shit this dude went limp dick morals. Kissed her ass and got laid.
Even my "strong, liberated" fuck buddy was well aware of my red pill beliefs and still hooped on. She liked the honesty and hilariously enough is giving her LTR a lot of care and concern. Sure she's a slut, but I can respect a girl who tries.
Rambling about my life aside, my only warning is to be watchful. Your conscience will sneak up on you and saddle yourself with guilt whether you want it or not.
I can sympathize, but the bolded comment reminded me of
this gem from the Solomon group blog, now defunct.
"
Alan Alpha’s Response: I value a woman who has the strength and sense of self to explore her sexuality. It’s healthy, natural, and normal for a woman to be in tune with her wants, needs and desires. I’d far rather be with a woman who has experienced life to the fullest than some moralistic prude who is bound by the rules of men. A strong woman who isn’t afraid to be herself is sexy and desirable.
...
Alan Alpha has embraced the feminist ideals of promiscuous self exploitation and can now add another notch to his bedpost. As he pulls his dick out of her mouth and squirts his load all over the lips that will one day kiss the first born son of a pathetic Beta"
The post can be summed up in this line about Alan Alpha:
"
Notice he doesn’t actually do anything for her; he merely validates her position and reinforces her irrational behavior like an overprotective parent makes excuses for a spoiled child."
I've felt bad before. OKC hookup with a divorcee with two kids. Banged her on meetup #2, never really talked to her again. Yep, felt a little bad...but I'll be damned if she didn't have some great sex.
Actually, I've felt bad with a number of girls...but really, it's wholly dependent on who gets the short end of the stick.
- When I'm interested in something more and she just wants to fuck me a few times, I don't feel bad.
- When I know she's interested in something more and I just want to fuck her a few times, I feel a little bad.
Interestingly enough, I banged a chic a couple months ago who had a boyfriend...didn't feel bad at all. To be fair, I don't think she'd been seeing him that long, and no kids. And the real reason was that she really, really just wanted to fuck. She made it very apparent.
Hypothetically, to clear my conscience and avoid guilt, I just ramp up the beta to where they aren't interested. Sounds a bit disingenuous.