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Day 2: 6/9/18
3/100 Sophie
Kate tells me her fat, obnoxious Arab-American friend is coming over to her new house tonight to make some weird Saudi dinner, and that I should come (her wording might have been different). The sun is now going down and I regret not going out to daygame. Perhaps I should go try to find a night location (I’m clueless here), or more likely head back home for some comforting old-school digital solitude (ahhh, my default choice in life).
But when we get back to Kate’s house, it turns out Arab girl has brought her friend from work, and she’s a slim, early 30s 7. Guess I’m staying after all!
I hit newgirl with thirsty attention all night, which is probably beta, but I’m an omega so fuck you, that’s an improvement. She’s a basic, crass bore like Arab girl, but I’m just out to bone in life now, so maybe that’s good. I’m dressed like some sort of hipster stripper (classic me!) and the Arab paws at my body and flirts, and *sigh* I allow it and flirt right back as to not alienate the target. You see whenever the Arab gropes my muscles her friend eagerly whores in on the action. Sure the club ho ritual is for sororal lulz, but there are also tells that she’s genuinely kind of into me.
About seven people are over now. I am in the zone and blatantly into this target girl, Sophie, but not supplicating or boring. She has brought her “pit-bull” creature to the gathering, and I am playfully contemptuous of the dog all night even though she treats it like her child: “Your maternal instincts are out of control. This breed is a public menace.” I really believe this, but I frequently pet the dog, which makes me feel kind of pathetic. I hope I don’t get my face mauled off by this trash animal trying to score a stupid goddam lay.
Later on I need to know something while I chat with Arab, and I order Sophie over from across the way. I get the info and then tell her she is dismissed and give a little shoo motion. Arab dresses me down in front of Sophie, who thankfully doesn’t stick around for much of the diatribe:
“Ummm, no, you don’t “dismiss” grown women! Very rude. That girl has a masters degree! Show some respect. No wonder you never get laid!”
I smirk at her, shrug my shoulders, and turn to talk to somebody else. Inwardly, of course, she’s hit a nerve. No one knows I’m a virgin, but everybody knows that I’ve never gotten play for as long for as they’ve known me… and that’s been a long fucking time. Arab will almost certainly tell her friend all about this later, which prolly fucks any future chances.
… masters degree.
J U S T
Later in the evening Sophie is sitting in a circle with others in the yard out back. I barge in without warning, lift her up from around the waist, and bend her over my shoulder: “We’re going on an adventure!” She submits to my power. (I’ve done this caveman move on two dates since 2016. One was amused, one got upset.) I carry her over to my open convertible in front of the house and set her down inside: “All fine bitches get a free convertible ride. We won’t be gone long.”
(I often buy cheap, fun summer cars off of craigslist and sell them for the same price during fall. But I have to say, this is the sexiest little car I’ve ever owned.)
I cruise slowly around the neighborhood. The night air is warm.
“Actually you’ve been kidnapped… I can take you anywhere for as long as I want.”
Her: “mmm… we should go to California.”
I rest my arm behind her seat.
Me: “Is that where you’re living in 5 years?
Her: “Maybe. I want to live somewhere on the ocean… you?
Me: “Not sure about 5, but I know exactly where I’ll be in 15:” [slowly improvising details] “I’m living on an isolated tropical island with my slim wife and our 10 beautiful children (7 boys, 3 girls). Her loyal army of pit-bull servants will bring us pineapples, coconuts, and scorpion meat while we lay naked on the beach and soak in the warm ocean air and the carefree beauty of life.”
She flashes me doe eyes and stretches both of her arms up into the gentle breeze: “This feels amazing, btw.” She bends her arms behind her head and grabs my hand; we start caressing each other’s fingers for the rest of the trip.
She starts opening up to me about the more private details of her life and childhood until we arrive back at the house. I shut off the car and return to the gathering. For the rest of the night her demeanor shifts lukewarm. Later, I sit by her when she is alone on the couch, and she keeps her body rigidly turned away.
Around 1am I tell the crowd I’m leaving. Everyone is sitting down except for Sophie who is standing next to me and has plunged her hand into my open shirt and is casually squeezing my pec. I deliver a custom flattering farewell speech to each individual present, telling everyone why I love them. When I get to Sophie I grab the wrist of her groping arm with one hand and push her hand flat onto my chest with the other. “Swell to meet you, pit-mom. Please tell Arab to give me your number later… I will call. You are a legit fox and I want to give you more rides in my convertible, and other kinds of rides as well… Good night, everybody!”
She turns her face completely away from me while I am talking to her, so that I’m looking at the back of her head (but does not pull away her hand), and does not look at me again or even say goodbye. The strangeness of this doesn’t really register at the time for some reason, but it confuses me (and even pisses me off a little) after I leave. I should have turned her face toward me while I was addressing her, but both hands were active (“Look at me when I talk to you…
I’ve got a fucking bachelors degree!!”). I guess she could have been crying or blushing or something sweet, but I assume she was just being a bitch.
Yep, suck it, I’m going full
Cat Person here! I guess the “best” theory for those post-convertible blahs is that she was expecting a more congruent initiative on my part (after a barbarian abduction) when I had her isolated in my car, and, yes, that’s actually on me. Unfortunately, my aggressive, free-spirited packaging doesn’t annul the timid virgin reality. (And the outcome here certainly wasn’t because I failed to show proper neoliberal deference to her ghetto assault dog or her striver credential.) I’m skeptical that this lay can ever be salvaged. I botched the (play)bunny slope.
Regardless, she fondled my bare chest, my arms, my hands, and my legs, and no woman has touched me like that in my entire life. (The closest example: a late 20s 7 came over to my house for dinner last year and we held hands and cuddled on my porch for about an hour before she abruptly ran off and ghosted me forever.) The virgin adrenaline is pumping through my veins till morning. My throat feels tight, my stomach is knotted up and I am tense and restless in bed. I don’t sleep at all.
Status: Tired 40-year-old virgin with blue balls.