Wow, am so grateful the quality of responses.. what an awesome community. Thanks to everyone for sharing your wisdom and stories.
Quote: (12-25-2017 05:08 PM)Lermontov Wrote:
How many hours per week on average can you spend seeking new sexual partners? Like when you go on those cravings and have sex with 3-7 sexual partners in a week? And for those slow phases (1-2 new partners) ? To be considered an addiction, it has to have negative consequences on your life. Getting many strangers to come at your place and fucking them without a condom is a pretty high risk behavior in my opinion. I personnally don't think we're on the same level that the an healthy ''alpha Imperative To Fuck'' and the Coolidge Effect initially observed on rodents. It looks like an addiction to me, but than again only you know the effects of that compulsive behavior on all the other spheres of your life.
About the LTR I don't know... For me it is weird to imagine a sexless relationship like that but I can totally understand how you can feel emotionnally attached to your partner. I'm in a 5 year LTR myself, we live together and I still feel very physically attracted to her and although we've had our problems regarding a mismatched libido (mine is stronger), we have sex almost everyday now after all those years. I wouldn't have the energy nor the willingness to seek new partners every week and to engage in unprotected sex with them, even though I know I could pull it off. You are arguably a very extroverted and ''sociosexual'' person on top of everything.
Thanks for sharing your story.
It really depends.. when I'm in full on fuck mode it can easily be 4-8 hours/day. Basically will prioritize it and won't stop until I either get a confirmed girl coming over, beat off 3 times, or it's very late at night and I have to admit defeat. I work for myself so it's not like I'm getting in trouble at work, also do well for myself so not like I'm losing my business over this. But ya, this preoccupation can eat into time I could be spending bettering myself as a man doing things like working out, reading, or taking steps to scale my business further. Of course when faced with a business challenge I'm struggling with it's very tempting to go to pursuing sex.
And ya, I suppose it's high risk... ish. I've gotten chlamydia once, non-permanent warts once. I'm an objective 8 looks wise (ex model) and 9-10 when factoring in job/lifestyle/intelligence/game.. and while I shoot for 7's+, I have zero qualms fucking a 6, or 4/5 if they're all I can find. Plus I'm pretty sly about the raw dog aspect. Pretty sure that when all these girls say "I seriously never do this.." that most of em mean it and I'm the exception.
So in your LTR, even after 5 years, you're just as into her? Do you have to think about other women in order to cum?
Thanks for sharing your story as well.
Quote: (12-25-2017 07:17 PM)RatInTheWoods Wrote:
I see your position as a constant risk of those blessed with genetics and gifted with game.
To hedonistically scratch those primal urges with all the ease a modern society enables, up to the point you lost your essential pair bonding mechanism.
Luckily for me I have a head like a dropped pie, so my success was always limited to ensure my heart and soul didn't lose their way in a passing parade of vagina.
And now that I am older, thank fuck I can enjoy a proper relationship with a decent woman.
Too much of anything will take its toll on you my friend.
Hahah well kudos to the dropped pie face preserving your pair bonding mechanism. If you had your druthers and it was this easy though, would you be doing something similar?
Appreciate your insights my friend.
Quote: (12-25-2017 08:16 PM)Fisto Wrote:
Everything here I can relate to.
I’m going to be 40 soon.
I am presently banging around 8-10 girls regularly average age about 19 or 20.
Some are genuinely good girls that I’d like to date long term and they are enamoured.
I have also been pondering how to “have it all”, meaning a family but plently of variety.
My drive has not settled down at all and I think it’s a blessing and a curse.
The same thing that gives me the drive to smash new women keeps me strong and looking good but it also keeps me from being happy in a monogomous relationship.
I did what you did also at 27. Had a girl I really loved but didn’t enjoy fucking her at all (previously I did) to the point 4-6 weeks would go by and I’d have to bang her to keep her from going off the rails.
I don’t know if it’s sex addiction or the coolidge effect or what. I think most of the time I do this stuff to see how far I can push things.
It’s “fun” but I wouldn’t say it’s fullfilling.
Last night for example I had a 19 year old Puerto Rican girl come over who would be an excellent entry in the boobs thread. She left at 9:45 and a 20 yr old girl who could be in the Asian thread came over and spent the night. (It is pretty standard for me to have two or more women in a 24 hour period) most days of the week.
It was fun but really I was dead tired after work and just happy to smash them so they’ll stay in my harem a little while longer (it had been a little over a week since I saw both and I sensed they were about to go elsewhere)
I have been asking myself recently “is this all there is”?
When I was in my 20s I would have killed to be where I am now in terms of women and lifestyle.
The Lizard of Oz has a thread about how all men should eventually settle down and marry (I’m on my phone otherwise I would link to it) and at the time I disagreed. Now I’m not so sure.
These are powerful words. I can very clearly see my life following a trajectory that brings me to where you are.. and from where I am now, it's more or less what I think I'll want.
What ended up happening with the girl you loved when you were 27? Have there been more like her? What's your general outlook on the likelihood of monogamy now, both philosophically and personally? How for you until you lose interest in one girl?
And maybe that is all there is for a certain subset of guys biologically wired to inseminate en masse as their reproductive strategies. And maybe there's nothing wrong with that, even if it does mean that legacy needs to be defined in terms of business success and philanthropy. I just know that the way I am now, I'd be miserable in a monogamous relationship with kids.
Very much agree on 19-20 being a fun age. Really can't relate to them about anything at all and generally find them semi retarded, but I hang out with them to fuck, not talk about futurism or the chemistry of cooking.
I'm not able to find the Lizard of Oz thread, but would love to read it if you can find it.
Quote: (12-25-2017 08:28 PM)questor70 Wrote:
Even for those who can conjure up fresh pussy on command, it would help their cause if they learn how to execute things more like a full-course meal than a TV dinner.
I know how this would normally track when even variety isn't enough to forestall desensitization is to start exploring wilder and wilder kinks, which can be risky (like asphyxiation).
Rather than going faster, harder, kinkier, you can go the opposite way and go slower, softer, more precise, more of a tantric direction.
This is what I prefer. Pound for pound what you'll wind up with is something women will perceive as "making love" and not fucking. It will be high on cuddling, and consequently, oxytocin, lots of edging, and as time goes on, simultaneous orgasms.
Now, treating women who are not LTR material to this can really screw with their brains, but I can just say for myself, that's what I want every time as long as I have the time and the privacy to do it justice. Anything less always leads to post-bang blues.
Interesting take, though very much not in line with what interests me. What interests me is hard, fast, rough, feels-like-rape, I'm-gonna-inseminate-you-before-you-can-get-away type sex. And punishment/ discipline stuff.
Quote: (12-25-2017 09:31 PM)EndsExpect Wrote:
Quote: (12-25-2017 04:19 PM)AffNomad Wrote:
Sure, it's validating, and there's certainly a part of me that chases random whores because it strokes my ego, used to be beta, etc. But at this point it's a lot more than that.
Congrats on the baby, mate, I'm happy for you that you've found something that is presently fulfilling. Wishing you all the best in the future, just can't imagine feeling the same.
Perhaps it's not just a matter of testosterone, and more a matter of legacy and spirituality that come into focus once the biological clock starts ticking.
And perhaps not. Wondering if there are genetic/ categorical differentiators between guys like you and guys in their 40s that just want to bang sluts.
When you say it's "a lot more than than", can you expound on this a bit?
I started hormone replacement therapy around age 31. It made we want to fuck all day all night, but it never made me get bored with a particular woman. I would get bored with a woman just like you, but for me it wasn't a testosterone issue.
Here is what I found after a lot of soul searching. I had intimacy issues from the way certain women treated me when I was Mr. Beta. Getting bored sexually was a way for me to maintain emotional distance. I will also note that many of the women that would quickly bore me lacked feminine qualities. Lots of US women turn me on from "newness", but have nothing more to offer afterwards.
The intimacy issue is not something I have fixed. I've just found ways to work around it.
Solomon... a king who had everything (riches, power, glory, over 400 wives) wrote late in his life "I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind."
It is part of being human to achieve something and then want more. As you turn 40 you are slowly realizing that death is coming for you. Your life is statistically more than half over. Children are the closest you can come to immortality.
I mean it's a lot more than just banging some girls, getting charge up feeling like 'the man', or just reveling in all the pussy I get now that I dreamt of when I was beta. Way beyond that, this is something I actually like, just because I like it, not because it proves some arbitrary point to myself or others. Though of course, ya, I still get giddy or nostalgic from time to time talking to my 12 year old anxsty self and thinking about how far 'we've' come.
I can relate to the intimacy issues. I've had my heart broken and been through/ put myself through a lot of traumatic shit. Honestly can't tell how much that factors into my current mindset, it's confusing when considering that this is how many men would operate if it wasn't for x/y/z.
Is your attraction to non-USA women in part because USA women treated you like shit when you were beta and subconsciously don't feel safe to emotionally invest in? I had this big time.. treated like a beta nerd as a kid, went to France for a few weeks on an exchange, many girls there literally threw themselves at me. For years afterward would fantasize about French women and still have a soft spot for them. Then again, US women are, by in large, entitled, stupid, fat, masculine, etc.
What ways have you found to work around your intimacy issues?
Love that quote.. And maybe it is all for nought.
But I also believe that life expectancy for me (27 now) will likely be 150-200 good years, with the possibility of catching the wave of tech that provides for immortality. Even if immortality doesn't happen, the fact that people are living longer and longer will start to challenge and even redefine the notions of monogamy and commitment. Means a lot more to spend 120 good years with your partner vs 40.
Quote: (12-25-2017 10:08 PM)The_e_man Wrote:
Yes OP I'm going through the same thing as you.
Once I fuck and get to know a girl personally, I'm just not sexually attracted to her anymore.
I can have a girl that's an 8 that I've previously fucked asking me to come over on like a saturday night but I still choose to go to the bar instead and try my luck finding a new girl. I'd even prefer a new girl that isn't even as good looking but is at least new. And at the end of the night, if I strike out completely, I'd still rather go home and sleep in my own bed instead of go to an old girls house.
And my sex drive comes in waves too. Sometimes I want to fuck a whole bunch of chicks, even slightly chubby girls and I wanna eat their ass out and all that nasty shit. Then I go through a phase where I'm sick / disgusted at myself and then I only go for skinny conventionally pretty cool / popular girls and they sex isn't that great and I don't even want to eat a girls pussy out let alone her asshole.
Haha, love your honesty. And completely relate. Fucked a girl a few months back that was an objective 9.5... one of the hottest girls I've ever fucked. She's made it very known how much she wants to do it again, but only recently did it again.. and likely won't for another couple months. Would rather fuck a new 5 than an old 9.5 I guess.
When you say "go to an old girl's house", you mean you sleep over? I never sleep over.
Ya I feel you 100% on sometimes wanting to fuck chubby girls and do nasty shit like eat their assholes. Also go through phases wanting to go down on girls with hairy pussys/ assholes, though pretty sure that one is a harkening back to naturalism/ primalism, and because at this point shaved pussy is loosing its novelty.
And COMPLETELY relate to the swing the other direction, where after fucking some chubby girls and feeling disgusted, only want to fuck skinny conventionally pretty clean looking girls and not really even want to get super kinky with them.
Quote: (12-25-2017 10:53 PM)NextStop100 Wrote:
Are most of your bangs from apps/online?
Since it’s so effortless, I think it’d be hard to say it’s an addiction, because you’d also be actively seeking bangs IRL too.
If online is your main avenue, since it’s more “passive” id be less inclined to call it an addiction.
However, if you’re swiping every day actively, and always trying to go out to bars/clubs to find a lay, that’s entering addiction territory (to me at least).
Ya, all of my bangs are from tinder these days.. literally don't go out to bars/ clubs, at all. Can't remember the last bang I got from meeting a girl IRL.. don't have the patience when it's so much easier/quicker this way.