I’ll tell my situation as quickly as possible. I’m 21. Not exactly Chad Thundercock but not a rookie in this game either. Very good access to beautiful women, especially recently. Doing good carreer wise, got money coming in and I have plenty of spare time. Sounds like the best moment to be single, get around and live careless, right? But somehow I managed to catch oneitis with a 7 who, although a really fun person to be around, is definitely below the quality I could get. I (thought I) had this whole player mindset/ inner game on lock for 4 years and didn’t catch feelings for anyone, even though the conditions were tougher and I had to work harder for the same prize.
She’s the same age as me. Not a bimbo but cute in her own natural way. She’s very patient and has put up with a lot of shit. She’s pretty much caught me cheating like 3 times. I deny everything and she “believes” me after a 20 minute talk. Even when the evidence is in her face. What’s crazy is that she’s the only girl in a long time that I want to talk to post coitus lol. In the months before she somehow talked me into a relatsionship I banged at least 15 girls that most of you would say are more attractive than her. But even after all that, I still really dig her sparkling personality and we always have a blast together.
My main problem here is not the fact that there are hotter women I could get. I just hate that I let this one get so close to me at the wrong time. So close that I actually care about her feelings getting hurt, if I get caught cheating or something. One part of my brain knows that she’s not special at all. But still I’ve learned to respect her for her loyalty, patience and how she makes me feel.
Been wanting to tell her it’s over for months now, but don’t have the balls. It’s like I want the best of both worlds, to be single and to be in a relationship. What’s even worse is that she got me acting jealous sometimes - something I haven’t done in years. I’m acting out of character because of her and it sucks.![[Image: huh.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/huh.gif)
tl;dr: caught oneitis in an abundance.
Don't even know why i wrote this, but it felt good to type it out. Anyone ever been in a similiar situation?
She’s the same age as me. Not a bimbo but cute in her own natural way. She’s very patient and has put up with a lot of shit. She’s pretty much caught me cheating like 3 times. I deny everything and she “believes” me after a 20 minute talk. Even when the evidence is in her face. What’s crazy is that she’s the only girl in a long time that I want to talk to post coitus lol. In the months before she somehow talked me into a relatsionship I banged at least 15 girls that most of you would say are more attractive than her. But even after all that, I still really dig her sparkling personality and we always have a blast together.
My main problem here is not the fact that there are hotter women I could get. I just hate that I let this one get so close to me at the wrong time. So close that I actually care about her feelings getting hurt, if I get caught cheating or something. One part of my brain knows that she’s not special at all. But still I’ve learned to respect her for her loyalty, patience and how she makes me feel.
Been wanting to tell her it’s over for months now, but don’t have the balls. It’s like I want the best of both worlds, to be single and to be in a relationship. What’s even worse is that she got me acting jealous sometimes - something I haven’t done in years. I’m acting out of character because of her and it sucks.
![[Image: huh.gif]](https://rooshvforum.network/images/smilies/huh.gif)
tl;dr: caught oneitis in an abundance.
Don't even know why i wrote this, but it felt good to type it out. Anyone ever been in a similiar situation?