What can you do from sinking into depression?
Shit that went down for me:
-Moved to a new country for a new job. Upon arriving they tell me the recruiter offered my salary as net when it was gross. This meant my wage would be about 30% lower than expected.
-Lose bank card and have no money for 4 days.
-Heater goes in the Airbnb and spend days freezing in an apartment because the owners out of town.
-Decide to turn the job because the wage would only see me breaking even.
-Didn't get paid by my last job (but they said its delayed because I changed banks)
-I'd blown 3 or 4 thousand dollars making this move.
Positive steps I've made:
-Got my old job back in asia
-booked flights and getting my old home back.
(tried tinder and got matches and conversations but felt too down to go out)
Extra fucks ups:
-Found out my visa for my old country expires in October and I threw out all my legal documents (notarized degree's and other qualifications). Now If i'm lucky I can get this apostilled at the cost of 200 dollars, but at worst I may have to fly back home from asia and get these documents legalized (which would cost close to 2000 dollars, inc. flights).
Currently just laying in bed like a fucking loser for the past week feeling bleak (considered suicide before my old job took me back and that was a life line for me). Feeling I've blown 70% of my savings to get all this bad luck is crippling. I'm just clinging on because I fly back to asia in 3 days and start my job again in 3 weeks (after that it should get better, but scared this feeling will live with me for a while).
Anyone else get through this?
Shit that went down for me:
-Moved to a new country for a new job. Upon arriving they tell me the recruiter offered my salary as net when it was gross. This meant my wage would be about 30% lower than expected.
-Lose bank card and have no money for 4 days.
-Heater goes in the Airbnb and spend days freezing in an apartment because the owners out of town.
-Decide to turn the job because the wage would only see me breaking even.
-Didn't get paid by my last job (but they said its delayed because I changed banks)
-I'd blown 3 or 4 thousand dollars making this move.
Positive steps I've made:
-Got my old job back in asia
-booked flights and getting my old home back.
(tried tinder and got matches and conversations but felt too down to go out)
Extra fucks ups:
-Found out my visa for my old country expires in October and I threw out all my legal documents (notarized degree's and other qualifications). Now If i'm lucky I can get this apostilled at the cost of 200 dollars, but at worst I may have to fly back home from asia and get these documents legalized (which would cost close to 2000 dollars, inc. flights).
Currently just laying in bed like a fucking loser for the past week feeling bleak (considered suicide before my old job took me back and that was a life line for me). Feeling I've blown 70% of my savings to get all this bad luck is crippling. I'm just clinging on because I fly back to asia in 3 days and start my job again in 3 weeks (after that it should get better, but scared this feeling will live with me for a while).
Anyone else get through this?