Hi all,
I'm currently in a transition phase in my 20s.
And I don't know what to do anymore exactly.
As the world changes and sets up for the 21st century, I'm at a loss.
I think everyone had that feeling that you know you are lied to. I had it
my whole life but couldn't express it to the fullest until I found this
and other communities. When I read all of these things I thought
I was smart and said to myself: "That could never happen to me!". So I tried
to avoid anything to avoid the most common pitfalls did: marriage, going into
debts, choosing a nice carrier, avoid any crazy women etc. .
But it did.
I lost my job, girlfriend and soon my contract for my apartment will cease to exist. I don't have any friends. It all started when I arrived at my new job in a new town and it turned out my boss was a liberal. I wasn't aware of it before, but he's a type of guy who'll employ women just to get laid. Yeah, that kind of smoochie douchie guy. And then he hired his fat, useless manager, who seems can't lead or solve any issues whatsoever. I really loved my carrier and suddenly I couldn't work anymore. I figured they were just using me to ensure they can get the job done and giving me a lower wage. The usual pyramid scheme bullshit and other things.
I just don't know where to go anymore. And I can't go outside. I fear talking to people. I just feel constantly watched by people and used by them to ensure their lives are better than mine. How do you re-kindle the flame that was in your life to move on? What's wrong with me or something? Has anyone else experienced that before? I never felt more low energy in my life. I just can't get up.
I'm currently in a transition phase in my 20s.
And I don't know what to do anymore exactly.
As the world changes and sets up for the 21st century, I'm at a loss.
I think everyone had that feeling that you know you are lied to. I had it
my whole life but couldn't express it to the fullest until I found this
and other communities. When I read all of these things I thought
I was smart and said to myself: "That could never happen to me!". So I tried
to avoid anything to avoid the most common pitfalls did: marriage, going into
debts, choosing a nice carrier, avoid any crazy women etc. .
But it did.
I lost my job, girlfriend and soon my contract for my apartment will cease to exist. I don't have any friends. It all started when I arrived at my new job in a new town and it turned out my boss was a liberal. I wasn't aware of it before, but he's a type of guy who'll employ women just to get laid. Yeah, that kind of smoochie douchie guy. And then he hired his fat, useless manager, who seems can't lead or solve any issues whatsoever. I really loved my carrier and suddenly I couldn't work anymore. I figured they were just using me to ensure they can get the job done and giving me a lower wage. The usual pyramid scheme bullshit and other things.
I just don't know where to go anymore. And I can't go outside. I fear talking to people. I just feel constantly watched by people and used by them to ensure their lives are better than mine. How do you re-kindle the flame that was in your life to move on? What's wrong with me or something? Has anyone else experienced that before? I never felt more low energy in my life. I just can't get up.