Comrades,
Last night , I got a call from a milf I have in rotation. She's pretty, educated, and have the necessary tools to offer me goodies whenever she feels like it.
She was drunk and called me @ around 02:30 and wanted to come over. Now, I was in my house and had to traverse to my apartment if I wanted to take this call. I decided to do so and told her to meet me in one hour. She got there and I could tell she was ripped, but I decided to play along and see what would come of it since drunk bitches can be fun at times. Well, she , of course , had a million things to say and it was clear to me that she was "reflecting".
I was reading something on the forum about this thing I am about to say , ( I think Thuth or someone wrote about it)and I didn't think much of it. I am starting to give it more thought after this morning.
Anyhoo, we got around to doing the business, and after firing off one round, I had this strange reaction. This rarely happens , but when it does, it's never good. Usually I fall asleep without any thoughts, but as soon as I came, I felt as though the bitch was a worthless human. I am talking as soon as the last herd of swimmers left my balls , I was feeling the disgust. I started thinking of how dumb she was by giving me what I need, and though I usually hug and snuggle to make them feel wanted, the thought of her touching me was repulsive. Now, @ around 0500 or so, I wanted to blister those lips again for good measure, but I heard her snoring ( not hard) and got disgusted with the sight and sound of this woman. I tried to block this negative thought out, so I started touching the bitch and she was responsive, but, try as I may, everything bothered me. She wanted to suck me off, but this I also kindly refused. As she was walking to the bathroom , I was praying that she would get dressed and leave immediately. I don't care about respect or honor with these whores, because none of them really matter to me, yet I usually treat them respectfully and never lead on that I think they are full of shit.
Now , the kicker is , after she left, I was able to rub one out in her honor, and it was quite good. She's not a fly-by-night fuck, and by no means is someone in whom I have lost confidence in, but it appears to me as though I am becoming "comfortably numb" because of the "game" .
My question is if any of you guys feel this even with women/girls who are respectable, cool, and give you whatever you want?
*No love shit here please, just give me the real "game" shit.
Last night , I got a call from a milf I have in rotation. She's pretty, educated, and have the necessary tools to offer me goodies whenever she feels like it.
She was drunk and called me @ around 02:30 and wanted to come over. Now, I was in my house and had to traverse to my apartment if I wanted to take this call. I decided to do so and told her to meet me in one hour. She got there and I could tell she was ripped, but I decided to play along and see what would come of it since drunk bitches can be fun at times. Well, she , of course , had a million things to say and it was clear to me that she was "reflecting".
I was reading something on the forum about this thing I am about to say , ( I think Thuth or someone wrote about it)and I didn't think much of it. I am starting to give it more thought after this morning.
Anyhoo, we got around to doing the business, and after firing off one round, I had this strange reaction. This rarely happens , but when it does, it's never good. Usually I fall asleep without any thoughts, but as soon as I came, I felt as though the bitch was a worthless human. I am talking as soon as the last herd of swimmers left my balls , I was feeling the disgust. I started thinking of how dumb she was by giving me what I need, and though I usually hug and snuggle to make them feel wanted, the thought of her touching me was repulsive. Now, @ around 0500 or so, I wanted to blister those lips again for good measure, but I heard her snoring ( not hard) and got disgusted with the sight and sound of this woman. I tried to block this negative thought out, so I started touching the bitch and she was responsive, but, try as I may, everything bothered me. She wanted to suck me off, but this I also kindly refused. As she was walking to the bathroom , I was praying that she would get dressed and leave immediately. I don't care about respect or honor with these whores, because none of them really matter to me, yet I usually treat them respectfully and never lead on that I think they are full of shit.
Now , the kicker is , after she left, I was able to rub one out in her honor, and it was quite good. She's not a fly-by-night fuck, and by no means is someone in whom I have lost confidence in, but it appears to me as though I am becoming "comfortably numb" because of the "game" .
My question is if any of you guys feel this even with women/girls who are respectable, cool, and give you whatever you want?
*No love shit here please, just give me the real "game" shit.