Gettin' Shit Done
The oilfield is downright depressing right now, and rigs are still falling. It feels like the zombie apocalypse happened, almost everyone got ate, and the zombies moved back to New Jersey. Now all the survivors are just mulling around wondering if the walking dead will return to get them, too.
My job is secure but w/out O.T. The only way to surplus cash is to stay on a regimented budget. No more $100 bar tabs and $30 cab rides. I'm sick of that shit anyways. Have started making prudent decisions, which I'm not used to.
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Due to the above circumstances and 100% travel Q1, I got off to a slow start. My concentration for the next few months will be:
Guitar/Vocals
There's a distinct possibility that getting back in tune could land me a lead spot with a celebrity cover band. Will fast track with lessons. Could have been a semi-pro singer had I stuck with it in my 20's. Fame game all the way.
Stop Smoking (Again)
Yeah I went backwards on this one. Went over a year without thinking about it, but have been chained to a chain smoker for months, to the point I was waking up coughing up phlegm. Plus I just wanted to see if starting back made a difference in bangs. More on that later.
Bouncing
I miss the days when I
actually got paid to stand around and get laid. Currently looking for a spot now. Shouldn't be hard as I've already cracked the service industry in town. (See signature block below)
Read More
No idea why I can sit around and read the forum all day, or study manuals, but when it comes to reading for entertainment, I start projectile vomiting and throw myself against the wall until passing out. College broke me from reading for enjoyment, and I need to break that somehow. If Little Dark ever writes a book though, I'll read it everyday...twice!
Personal Maintenance
Already got a good start on this. Have had some nagging physical issues over the years causing pain, and am getting them knocked off the list one at a time. Almost done with that as it took priority. Work hard/play hard, but sometimes you gotta stop and repair the damage. This was a real issue in going to the gym, but I can start back tomorrow full on.
Working Abroad
This was my #1 goal, but due to the oilfield and current job market, I've pushed it back and started other projects. Was going to move to Houston to network, but I see it as a mute point now. Things will pickup eventually.
Pay Motherfuckers Back
I still owe people, and that's starting to weigh heavy on my soul. Thus the looking for a side gig goal. I hate being in the red. If anyone wants to buy a dic pic, let me know.
Accomplishments so far:
Started Writing Again
My goal of getting a book out this year gets farther and farther away. I did jotting down some crazy stories from my past. One led to another and another and another. These are to be flashbacks to populate the DR book. I would at least like to have a rough as fuck copy by Q4 to send to an actual writer. I'm too involved in penning the vast amounts of knowledge I drop here on rvf. It's a selfless act but someone has to do it.
Remain Employed
I made the right switch at the right time. Just playing it low and slow at this point, ie. 'don't fuck it up game'.
Resume Professional Certifications
Got back on track and am well on my way. I got too much experience and not enough paper.
Thread here.
Better Logistics
I haven't seen prime logistics since candy bars cost a nickel. Just upgraded to a new place with amazing ambiance. Perfect location where I can step away from it all and relax, which is something I've been unable to do for months. This is imperative for the impending life upgrades and is conducive to writing. Also, unique aspects of it let lend heavily to game. Whatever makes it easier.
AMOG'ing Fisto
Probably not so much an accomplishment but rather a guilty pleasure.
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This is a lot to do in the upcoming months, and I'm pacing myself so not to get discouraged. Sans anymore speed bumps will be able to stay on schedule, but I still want to take time and enjoy life, and fortunately many of the bullets I listed will perpetuate that goal. I love working hard. It's a core masculinity trait. But I'm sick and tired of working for other motherfuckers. This years focus is on me.