Quote: (06-29-2014 03:39 PM)Nomad77 Wrote:
There is a saying: you can only experience something for the first time once. Once you have experience it everything else will be judged by that experience. And since a first great experience is being compared to zero it is always great! I spent years chasing my first time in Brazil in the same way.
I completely understand this.
Quote: (06-29-2014 03:39 PM)Nomad77 Wrote:
I have never gotten any less joy from the first moment a girl sees me and her face lights up and I look into her eyes and realize that I am the source of that light. Even after all these years, it still stops me in my tracks and make me want to capture that moment and hold it for just a little bit longer...
This.
An 18 year old beauty smiling as she looks up at me after kissing my chest, with long, shiny hair, flawless, smooth skin, a small mouth with perfect teeth, a small nose, bright eyes, looking up at me in admiration, running her small hands through my chest hair, then taking a deep breath and telling me how much she misses my smell every time I'm away.
She giggles as a I gently scrape my 5 o'clock shadow over her pert breasts, the only man to have ever done so.
She becomes a moon that orbits around me. I am her center. She follows where I lead, as we intertwine. She trusts me FULLY, without reservations.
This.
Never.
Gets.
Old.
No matter how many times I've done it.
To her, the days, weeks, and months we spend together are amazing experiences.
To me, it's like I'm playing the same movie over and over again with a different actress in the lead role.
If a girl doesn't LOVE me, I mean, if she doesn't give herself to me 100%, I do consider it a notch, but I don't consider it a conquest, I just don't.
And if it's not a conquest, to me, I may as well be jacking off.
Jacking off is fine.
Getting a new notch on my belt is much better.
But NOTHING beats conquering a woman worth conquering, in every sense of the word.
That's just me.