New guy here. Hello and much respect for everyone on the forum for sharing so much knowledge. Don't consider myself a game newbie or a beta, been self improving for the last 2 years. But feel free to dissect my behavior and tell me where I went wrong, maybe I am a beta after all.
Long story short - been dating a gorgeous girl for 6 months, solid 9, Colombian. Really like her. Negatives - Lots of shit testing, jealousy, fighting etc. Positives - amazing sex, compliance, truly seems to care for me.
Tonight we were out for dinner and she did something very disrespectful, and I snapped. When we went outside of the restaurant she said something along the lines of "fuck you I'll never talk to you again blabla" and stormed off instead of getting into my car. I was gonna grab her but I accidentally pushed her and she fell. She wasn't hurt and she immediately got up. She stormed off and I didn't follow cuz some security guys came over to talk to me, they saw the whole thing. When I told them what happened they were surprisingly understanding. One of them was like "I get it man bitches push our buttons sometimes etc". Either way I got in my car and left. There was no cops or anything crazy like that, no one got hurt.
Now before anyone tells me that I should've never done that and I'm a scumbag for doing it - I already know! Deep down I am extremely sorry. I will do everything I can so it never happens again.
But my question is how do I salvage this? Is it salvageable? Preferably in an alpha way, without going over board with "I'm sorry", "don't leave me", "I don't want us to break up" etc? I really like her and I want this to work for as long as possible. I don't want this incident to be the reason our relationship ends, I want it to end when I get tired of banging her, not a day earlier.
Guys what do I do?
Long story short - been dating a gorgeous girl for 6 months, solid 9, Colombian. Really like her. Negatives - Lots of shit testing, jealousy, fighting etc. Positives - amazing sex, compliance, truly seems to care for me.
Tonight we were out for dinner and she did something very disrespectful, and I snapped. When we went outside of the restaurant she said something along the lines of "fuck you I'll never talk to you again blabla" and stormed off instead of getting into my car. I was gonna grab her but I accidentally pushed her and she fell. She wasn't hurt and she immediately got up. She stormed off and I didn't follow cuz some security guys came over to talk to me, they saw the whole thing. When I told them what happened they were surprisingly understanding. One of them was like "I get it man bitches push our buttons sometimes etc". Either way I got in my car and left. There was no cops or anything crazy like that, no one got hurt.
Now before anyone tells me that I should've never done that and I'm a scumbag for doing it - I already know! Deep down I am extremely sorry. I will do everything I can so it never happens again.
But my question is how do I salvage this? Is it salvageable? Preferably in an alpha way, without going over board with "I'm sorry", "don't leave me", "I don't want us to break up" etc? I really like her and I want this to work for as long as possible. I don't want this incident to be the reason our relationship ends, I want it to end when I get tired of banging her, not a day earlier.
Guys what do I do?
