Im not sure what happened. If my ex fucked me up, or if I am just tired of all the fucking games we have to play, or the bitchiness we have to get past in the beginning. I think I am just tired of the shit. It used to be fun.
I noticed I like to go out now and just sit in the corner and watch people more then approach. I mean when it gets more then a week or so since shag a lag time, I some how find some, but my drive is gone.
on the flip side, I was over at the hostel I stayed at my first night here, and was just playing with some aussie girls to entertain myself. They went to the bathroom and some aussie guy said with a grin "I know what you are doing" I said "what? I am just having some fun" he said dont waste your time/skills on aussies, then asked if I was going out and if he could tag along.
He seemed like a cool fun dude so I said yeah. We ended up having a great night, I was blowing open sets and showing him the ropes, pushing him to open(he was still kinda the bitch/nice guy). It was tons of fun, kissed a few different girls, got a few numbers emails (I noticed the girls here in latvia will give you their email, not number when they have a BF).
The last set we were working for SNL, but it turned kinda shady as they bounced us to a different empty bar, we got the, "this is a set up vibe" and rolled out.
Anyway, it was fun when I was showing another guy the ropes etc.... but I am not sure whats up. I just dont have the drive, I am not sure if I am just burnt out or what. Obviously I still have tight game when I want, the motivation is just gone. Maybe NYC got me jadded and burned out, or my ex fucked me up, who knows.
Other note, I think I am just starting to see all women as gold digging bitches, I mean, I date/open/like the really fucking hot ones, and while I know I have them hooked and I am the most interesting fun guy they are talking to, they will bounce for some guy buying champagne for her and all her friends. I dont want to be that guy that has to buy women, but I keep seeing it happen. I end up having to spend more time, using social game to get these, but then they have millionaires throwing yacht parties at them all the time etc... Even if I was trump I would like a girl to see more then my wallet. Ya think I am being unreasonable?
blah! Any one else deal with this shit?
I'm thinking asia where I hear girls are much less interested in the almighty dollar?
Even Julius Cesar said, "show the world I died with my hands empty"
I noticed I like to go out now and just sit in the corner and watch people more then approach. I mean when it gets more then a week or so since shag a lag time, I some how find some, but my drive is gone.
on the flip side, I was over at the hostel I stayed at my first night here, and was just playing with some aussie girls to entertain myself. They went to the bathroom and some aussie guy said with a grin "I know what you are doing" I said "what? I am just having some fun" he said dont waste your time/skills on aussies, then asked if I was going out and if he could tag along.
He seemed like a cool fun dude so I said yeah. We ended up having a great night, I was blowing open sets and showing him the ropes, pushing him to open(he was still kinda the bitch/nice guy). It was tons of fun, kissed a few different girls, got a few numbers emails (I noticed the girls here in latvia will give you their email, not number when they have a BF).
The last set we were working for SNL, but it turned kinda shady as they bounced us to a different empty bar, we got the, "this is a set up vibe" and rolled out.
Anyway, it was fun when I was showing another guy the ropes etc.... but I am not sure whats up. I just dont have the drive, I am not sure if I am just burnt out or what. Obviously I still have tight game when I want, the motivation is just gone. Maybe NYC got me jadded and burned out, or my ex fucked me up, who knows.
Other note, I think I am just starting to see all women as gold digging bitches, I mean, I date/open/like the really fucking hot ones, and while I know I have them hooked and I am the most interesting fun guy they are talking to, they will bounce for some guy buying champagne for her and all her friends. I dont want to be that guy that has to buy women, but I keep seeing it happen. I end up having to spend more time, using social game to get these, but then they have millionaires throwing yacht parties at them all the time etc... Even if I was trump I would like a girl to see more then my wallet. Ya think I am being unreasonable?
blah! Any one else deal with this shit?
I'm thinking asia where I hear girls are much less interested in the almighty dollar?
Even Julius Cesar said, "show the world I died with my hands empty"