[Handsome Creepy Eel]

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I've got a main squeeze here in BKK. She's a doll.

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When I said it the first time, I watched her reaction. She was a bit at a loss. She said "oh...really?" I casually replied "yeah." And moved on, paying it no further attention.

The second time I said it was during sex. It was a very high-energy, high emotion moment close to mutual orgasm. I'll be honest, I was curious to see if she would say it back in the heat of passion, but I didn't put any pressure or emphasis on it. She *almost* said it back, I could see it poised on her tongue, but she withheld herself.

It ruined the moment, actually. She probably felt like she had to say it. She was intoxicated by good emotions and I was exploiting that vulnerability. If she had let it slip out, she probably would have resented me for setting her up in a moment of weakness. I'm glad she didn't.

That doesn't sound like a doll, but an ordinary low-quality slut to me. A healthy woman who was worth being in a relationship with would melt upon hearing that, especially without her saying it first.

Your situation is not an indictment of "I love you", but an indictment of this girl.