No shame here. All part of the learning process.
Credit yourself for actually stepping up & giving it a shot.
Remember that young women/girls almost never have to risk this type of rejection. Things change when they hit their 30's.
Meantime, keep honing your craft & getting better. I'm in agreement with the advice about ignoring her. Bear her no ill will. Just treat her the way you would any average acquaintance.
Credit yourself for actually stepping up & giving it a shot.
Remember that young women/girls almost never have to risk this type of rejection. Things change when they hit their 30's.
Meantime, keep honing your craft & getting better. I'm in agreement with the advice about ignoring her. Bear her no ill will. Just treat her the way you would any average acquaintance.