If I get to that point trust me I won't be sheepish. I'll be fucking like I can't fucking believe this is happening... I mean fucking a 9 has been a goal of mine for years. This whole conversation is pretty sad though. I shouldn't give a shit. I am the prize. If she doesn't like me its her loss ha, for real. There's so many more hot chicks out there, its all good.
Fuck it all, I'm going to force myself to not care. I even considered just ignoring her and not seeing her cause I feel like I care so much but that would just show just how much i care. I'm going to go for it with the best game I have. If I show neediness and nervousness or whatever lack of game because of inexperience than so be it, I'll bring it tighter next time. Its all part of a long process right?
Fuck it all, I'm going to force myself to not care. I even considered just ignoring her and not seeing her cause I feel like I care so much but that would just show just how much i care. I'm going to go for it with the best game I have. If I show neediness and nervousness or whatever lack of game because of inexperience than so be it, I'll bring it tighter next time. Its all part of a long process right?