It is good you have recognised this as a problem. A lot of people never get that far. Western culture is pretty numbed out in its superficial nihlism. A lot of people out there are like you and think it is normal.
A lot of good advice here. I would recommend you see a spiritual healer to help connect/re-connect with your spirit, and hopefully clear some emotional blockages that you have.
This school puts out some good people.
http://www.barbarabrennan.com/page-conte...?pageId=26
A lot of good advice here. I would recommend you see a spiritual healer to help connect/re-connect with your spirit, and hopefully clear some emotional blockages that you have.
This school puts out some good people.
http://www.barbarabrennan.com/page-conte...?pageId=26