Quote: (03-28-2013 03:34 PM)Mr.Barbarian Wrote:
I won't tell lengthy stories. Suffice it to say
I've allowed dozens of bridges to burn.
Signaled to dozens of people exactly what I think the score is.
Shared my hardcore right-wing/red pill views far too aggressively and widely.
Misused online social networking sites, started and deleted dozens of accounts.
Gone hardcore direct on females who were in potential social/business networks.
Gone on wild, drunken, Mel Gibson-like rants, in public and semi-public.
And so on.
In many ways I'm in good shape. I have good natural charm and charisma, I come across well, people find it hard not to like me. I have a fantastic, committed-to-the-death fiancee, a decent family, and good teammates and training partners.
But my career, pay, and community standing blow desperately.
In many ways I have a good sense of how to clean up my act, but any insight, advice, and guidance are appreciated.
Sounds like you have alot of HATE in you, in your thinking etc. With alot of I know better than you and I will fix/get back at you type behavior. I say lose it, i used to be hardcore like this when younger. The only time the hate was helpfull to me was in a were to get in brawl. Other than that while hate is a pretty strong motivator, in the end it just makes you feel like shit.