In my circle of friends that I've been with for years, I've noticed slowly I've been left out of activities and communication as time has gone on. Not because of normal straying away, but I have become increasingly non-bs while the rest are still mentally not accepting reality. For instance, whenever certain topics come up and I give my input, I've caused some discomfort and rift due to my opinions. Nothing insulting, but they have taken them as such. As a result, I'm becoming naturally ostracized due to friends of friends problem where they rather not get on my side due to not wanting to leave the cool/ majority crowd of the circle. I will like to say I loathe the PC environment. Politics has become the devil that strips away all things good and wholesome. I had nothing but respect and love for those I bring into my life, but it's a very annoying that this media, this culture, has made it so that if someone says something you do not like, instead of confronting and discussing it like the friends, the adults, that we are, that the person rather push you away and treat you like an enemy.
I make good money. I'm in great shape. My doctor wishes I was less healthy so I can come back more. I live for myself. But I lost something along the way: the people I loved. The redpill is a nice concept, but it's a hard thing to take. And even if I get over this, I'm still only human. It's just sad that the crowd I usually relate to are normally in the bluepill sphere of life. They're nerdy, they're quirky, they're my type of fun. I was a nerd before this life and still am, just with more muscle and a more real look out on life. I don't want to have to be quiet from now on during conversations when the stuff I say are meant out of desire to see people improve. And yet if I open my mouth, I will be shun as my words are not sweet to their ears.
I hear over and over on this forum that to be lonely is to be a man. But I also hear that to be social and have people surround you that care for you also means to be a man. A family. I don't know what to do somedays. I hope the more wise people on this forum can shine some light on it for me. Thanks.
I make good money. I'm in great shape. My doctor wishes I was less healthy so I can come back more. I live for myself. But I lost something along the way: the people I loved. The redpill is a nice concept, but it's a hard thing to take. And even if I get over this, I'm still only human. It's just sad that the crowd I usually relate to are normally in the bluepill sphere of life. They're nerdy, they're quirky, they're my type of fun. I was a nerd before this life and still am, just with more muscle and a more real look out on life. I don't want to have to be quiet from now on during conversations when the stuff I say are meant out of desire to see people improve. And yet if I open my mouth, I will be shun as my words are not sweet to their ears.
I hear over and over on this forum that to be lonely is to be a man. But I also hear that to be social and have people surround you that care for you also means to be a man. A family. I don't know what to do somedays. I hope the more wise people on this forum can shine some light on it for me. Thanks.