OP, without giving away to much about yourself, what do you do for work? And if guys give you advice will you not waste mens' time and actually heed it and keep us posted on your development? There's lots of men with experience that want to help. But, time and time again there's guys that come on here, ask for advive, never to be heard from again. Whether or not they take the advice and put it to use, no one knows . Time is the most precious resource we all have.
Dreams are like horses; they run wild on the earth. Catch one and ride it. Throw a leg over and ride it for all its worth.
Psalm 25:7
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