First of all, congrats on losing your virginity and banging other girls soon after.
Girls come and go and so does the nature of your game.
It's called feast and famine.
You always get a rush when you game girls - here's the thing you're always chasing that rush, and that rush will always get lower and lower into your years gaming girls.
You've just scratched the surface of what you're capable of.
My suggestion is give up porn for good, stay in the gym consistently for good - this should be apart of your lifestyle from now on. I'd also suggest stop coming back to girls you broke up with, move on to better pastures.
Feeling empty and losing charisma because you don't game girls isn't a good thing.
You should always be full of life and always having fun, regardless if girls are there or not.
You should always be motivated and have that spark, regardless if girls are there or not.
You should pursue other hobbies or things that interest you and start building your own empire.
Girls come and go and so does the nature of your game.
It's called feast and famine.
You always get a rush when you game girls - here's the thing you're always chasing that rush, and that rush will always get lower and lower into your years gaming girls.
You've just scratched the surface of what you're capable of.
My suggestion is give up porn for good, stay in the gym consistently for good - this should be apart of your lifestyle from now on. I'd also suggest stop coming back to girls you broke up with, move on to better pastures.
Feeling empty and losing charisma because you don't game girls isn't a good thing.
You should always be full of life and always having fun, regardless if girls are there or not.
You should always be motivated and have that spark, regardless if girls are there or not.
You should pursue other hobbies or things that interest you and start building your own empire.