Maybe I should post this on family?
Well gents,
Palo Alto here. I am 30 years old now. I have been in the game for quite a while and after getting a bit sick of banging bitches, whores, tinder, clubs, drinking,etc... I decided to make some life changes and look for a partner.
8 months ago I met this girl. She is born and raise in Latin America. She takes care of herself, she is feminine, she takes care about me, she can cook, she likes sports, she rarely uses social media, she was raised with values. She is honest, loyal. I can trust this girl.
She is very smart (She is a medical doctor), well travelled, nerdy, speaks 3 languages, she is very religious (She keeps a bible on her nighstand). She had 2 boyfriends before me. Both of them 4+ year relationship. Even though I would never ask again a girl for her notch count, my feelings tell me is 2. I am her 3rd. She has never done anal or anything to wild in bed. Before me.
She is also a bit boring, very busy with work, does not drink and pretty much likes to chill at home when she is not at the hospital. I have to make all the plans if we are going out,etc...Which is fine by me.
Of course no tattoos, gay friends, selfies and all the other red flags. This time I looked for values, specially loyalty.
The downside is that she lives 100km away from me. Palo alto had a lot of bitches in the past. Lot´s of them still look for Palo Alto. Palo Alto is not available at the moment. At least until last night.
Yesterday was a good day. I signed a new apartment that I bought and I wanted to celebrate. GF is busy at the hospital (24 hour shift). My best mate is with the wifey. I go out ALONE.
I start with a single malt, then a 2nd one. I started messaging some girls on my IG. I have been talking to this girl which I used to fuck maybe 1 year ago. She is town, she wants to meet. She know I have a GF.
She comes, we drank, we came back to my place, we fucked, I came on her big silicon melons. I could not fuck her the way I wanted, because I was feeling guilty while doing so. I still got my nut though.
This morning I woke up. Hangover and feeling like a total piece of shit. I have never cheated on a girl before. I always ended things beforehand. Why did I do this? I wanted to bang a Bimbo, I wanted to get it out of my system. Jerking off thinking about her was not enough. I did it. Now what?
Believe it or not. I asked for advice from my mother. I called her up in tears and told her what happened. I told her that I wanted to tell my GF and end things. I do not want to destroy her heart (She loves me) I do not love her yet. In my eyes what happened is not fair.
She tells me to keep my mouth shut. Swallow your guilt and never do that shit again. Men need to satisfy their instincts, you satisfied yours. There is no need for you tell her. Just tell her you are feeling a bit lonely and that she is working to much, you need her more. That´s it.
Well I did not see that coming. Even though I still feel like a piece of shit. I hope ROOSH V members can have a bit of compassion with this sexual animal and support with your 2 cents in this case.
What should Palo Alto do?
Danke!
Well gents,
Palo Alto here. I am 30 years old now. I have been in the game for quite a while and after getting a bit sick of banging bitches, whores, tinder, clubs, drinking,etc... I decided to make some life changes and look for a partner.
8 months ago I met this girl. She is born and raise in Latin America. She takes care of herself, she is feminine, she takes care about me, she can cook, she likes sports, she rarely uses social media, she was raised with values. She is honest, loyal. I can trust this girl.
She is very smart (She is a medical doctor), well travelled, nerdy, speaks 3 languages, she is very religious (She keeps a bible on her nighstand). She had 2 boyfriends before me. Both of them 4+ year relationship. Even though I would never ask again a girl for her notch count, my feelings tell me is 2. I am her 3rd. She has never done anal or anything to wild in bed. Before me.
She is also a bit boring, very busy with work, does not drink and pretty much likes to chill at home when she is not at the hospital. I have to make all the plans if we are going out,etc...Which is fine by me.
Of course no tattoos, gay friends, selfies and all the other red flags. This time I looked for values, specially loyalty.
The downside is that she lives 100km away from me. Palo alto had a lot of bitches in the past. Lot´s of them still look for Palo Alto. Palo Alto is not available at the moment. At least until last night.
Yesterday was a good day. I signed a new apartment that I bought and I wanted to celebrate. GF is busy at the hospital (24 hour shift). My best mate is with the wifey. I go out ALONE.
I start with a single malt, then a 2nd one. I started messaging some girls on my IG. I have been talking to this girl which I used to fuck maybe 1 year ago. She is town, she wants to meet. She know I have a GF.
She comes, we drank, we came back to my place, we fucked, I came on her big silicon melons. I could not fuck her the way I wanted, because I was feeling guilty while doing so. I still got my nut though.
This morning I woke up. Hangover and feeling like a total piece of shit. I have never cheated on a girl before. I always ended things beforehand. Why did I do this? I wanted to bang a Bimbo, I wanted to get it out of my system. Jerking off thinking about her was not enough. I did it. Now what?
Believe it or not. I asked for advice from my mother. I called her up in tears and told her what happened. I told her that I wanted to tell my GF and end things. I do not want to destroy her heart (She loves me) I do not love her yet. In my eyes what happened is not fair.
She tells me to keep my mouth shut. Swallow your guilt and never do that shit again. Men need to satisfy their instincts, you satisfied yours. There is no need for you tell her. Just tell her you are feeling a bit lonely and that she is working to much, you need her more. That´s it.
Well I did not see that coming. Even though I still feel like a piece of shit. I hope ROOSH V members can have a bit of compassion with this sexual animal and support with your 2 cents in this case.
What should Palo Alto do?
Danke!
The harder you practice, the luckier you get.