Yeah, I made it through a few cycles with this girl, I kept telling myself that I was only doing it because my options were slim. I look back at it now and realize I shouldn't have hit it after the first crazy episode.
I don't know about your girl, but this one had legitimate anxiety problems and was really insecure. So I'm guessing she was in love with me and when I fucked her it made her as happy as she could ever be, as soon as I left ( a few minutes after we banged) she would hate herself and try to delude herself into thinking she is worth a better guy so she takes the anger out on me calling me an asshole. Seeing that have no effect and realizing I could have dropped her from my life at any minute she rationalized that she needed to be nice to me again as to avoid losing me. She apologizes for all of her actions and is rewarded with another bang making herself feel even worse once I leave/treat her like shit again.
I don't know about your girl, but this one had legitimate anxiety problems and was really insecure. So I'm guessing she was in love with me and when I fucked her it made her as happy as she could ever be, as soon as I left ( a few minutes after we banged) she would hate herself and try to delude herself into thinking she is worth a better guy so she takes the anger out on me calling me an asshole. Seeing that have no effect and realizing I could have dropped her from my life at any minute she rationalized that she needed to be nice to me again as to avoid losing me. She apologizes for all of her actions and is rewarded with another bang making herself feel even worse once I leave/treat her like shit again.