Quote: (08-29-2017 10:02 AM)ExploringReality Wrote:
Full blown psychedelic freak right here. Or I used to be, until emptiness came to pay a visit.
Shrooms can help a LOT to change your perspective about life. If you do it right aka with good friends by a river at the sunset hours you will discover how fucking beautiful this world is. If you abuse them you will EVENTUALLY have a bad trip, and believe me, they are real life nightmares, you don-t want to do that as it will only make things worse. Why do I bring this up? Because I sense that you would abuse them due to the lightness with which you talk about different drugs, acid, shrooms, MDMA...It seems as if you are willing to try anything to cure your depression. I will recommend tripping to anybody that looks sound, because it really is mindblowing and lifechanging, but I know how south things can go.
Now, as others have pointed out, the best way to deal with our shit is sober, psychedelics will only make you see that you are (probably) taking things too seriously and that giving a little love to the world will go a long way towards your own happiness.
Pure MDMA will not make you trip and if it made you trip, you had a batch cut with something else. Like coke, getting it uncut is hard but not impossible.
In its pure form, MDMA is really meh. It just makes you want to hug and talk to everyone.
OP, three things:
1. SWIM means jack shit. Don't use it.
2. Make sure your diet and exercise are on point first. This is more of a cause for your depression. Taking mdma will give you a small window to evaluate your depression, but it won't fix you. That's your job.
3. Only get your MDMA from the darknet where the promise of purity is advertised. Not the best way of course, but it's slightly better than the local alternatives.