Long story short.
This solid 8. Whom I had been talking to for avery long time. We had been lightly dating, getting to know each toher etc. etc. She gets mad at me because I am an "asshole" to her. Which literally meant because she wasnt giving it up, I didnt overindulge in spending time with her. We would lay for hours kissing and talking. (blue buddies). One time she kicked me out because she was tired after hours of this. Dont get me wrong I just went for it like a champ a few times but met a brickwall. I was a very very nice guy to her by beta standards. Charming funny etc. etc. and she never truly appreciated it. She dates some chode for awhile, i talk to her again. They break up. I try again. (Breaking the one shot rule). Then, she pretends to be all in love with me again, leading me on the same as before. Next thing I know she says how I only get on chance and she just wants to be friends. I told her I didnt want to talk to her again. I say hi to her the next day offhandedly. She says I am angry at you, I heard you were talking about me and proceeds to bitch me out. I stopped. I couldnt believe after all the bullshit she put me through, and saying how nothing mattered but this or that between us and was going to stop talking to me over some bullshit someone said about me just wanting to use her. HOW COULD I USE SOMETHING I HADNT FUCKED. Now sure I had fucked other girls that not a soul knows about. But I really was with her because I liked her as a person. I made the mistake of being a nice guy again.
Never again. As far as I am concerned. No love anymore. get what I want and be done with it.
This solid 8. Whom I had been talking to for avery long time. We had been lightly dating, getting to know each toher etc. etc. She gets mad at me because I am an "asshole" to her. Which literally meant because she wasnt giving it up, I didnt overindulge in spending time with her. We would lay for hours kissing and talking. (blue buddies). One time she kicked me out because she was tired after hours of this. Dont get me wrong I just went for it like a champ a few times but met a brickwall. I was a very very nice guy to her by beta standards. Charming funny etc. etc. and she never truly appreciated it. She dates some chode for awhile, i talk to her again. They break up. I try again. (Breaking the one shot rule). Then, she pretends to be all in love with me again, leading me on the same as before. Next thing I know she says how I only get on chance and she just wants to be friends. I told her I didnt want to talk to her again. I say hi to her the next day offhandedly. She says I am angry at you, I heard you were talking about me and proceeds to bitch me out. I stopped. I couldnt believe after all the bullshit she put me through, and saying how nothing mattered but this or that between us and was going to stop talking to me over some bullshit someone said about me just wanting to use her. HOW COULD I USE SOMETHING I HADNT FUCKED. Now sure I had fucked other girls that not a soul knows about. But I really was with her because I liked her as a person. I made the mistake of being a nice guy again.
Never again. As far as I am concerned. No love anymore. get what I want and be done with it.