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(12-19-2016 12:05 AM)John Michael Kane Wrote:  

I'm at a point in my life where I'm not that tempted to sleep with a woman I can't respect on some level. If a woman has a revolting personality, it just turns me off. I'm in wife search mode, and the idea of sticking it in a woman with a horrible personality just doesn't appeal. Focusing on the prize. I think that's part of the reason I'm over sex for sex sake. Just feels hollow afterwards if you hate the girl.

That's what I find rather ironic about my own 'Red-Pill' journey.

I'm much more aware of the real nature & behaviour of women, yet it results in literal apathy on my part for so many 5's, 6's & even 7's.
Standards too high? Yeah maybe.
Yet when I find difficulty in detailing what it is that the average women can do that actually is of any benefit to me; aside from the sexual...
My inclination to pursue average women rarely transpires.

So on one hand I'm essentially after the proverbial unicorn. Yet due to the 'Red-Pill', I'm well aware that it is foolish to chase after fantasy.
Plus, when a 'unicorn' is actually a rhino...? Pass...