I came into this game, as most guys do, wanting to bang as many hot chicks as possible. I bled and bled until I reached the point where I could do so.
Lots of notches later, I find myself wanting something more. I no longer want to meet tons of new girls and manipulate all of their requisite psychological triggers to bang within a few hours. I want to engage in a relationship with another girl and enter the brain's deluded state of love. I know the supreme joy of "love" is ultimately evolution's way of making sure we can endure the laborious task of child rearing with another being, but still. I want to enter a state of voluntary delusion, if you will, rather than repeating the same bang and dump model. Wilt Chamberlain was a massive alpha that allegedly banged over 20,000 women. But at the end of his life, he died alone and said that he would have preferred to make love 20,000 times to one woman instead of constantly seeking validation through non-stop conquests. There are 3.5 billion women in this world. Many of them aren't hot, but even the greatest player in the world will only bang an astromonically small percentage of them. Charlie Sheen, a guy who has also slept with thousands of women, is ultimately deciding to pursue a LTR live-in arrangement with a porn star instead of non-stop anonymous hookers.
I don't want to go so far as to say that I can ever conceive of committing to one woman for the rest of life. However, I think some configuration of LTRs is ultimately the best compromise where you get a good balance of novelty, excitement, and mutual understanding. Women are just biological machines maximizing their rational best interest through irrational means. I don't want to hate them or degrade them even if we're all tempted to because they hold the power of rejection as the ones that are approached.
I also want to have kids one day. I know they can be a pain in the ass, but the narcissistic, self-interested part of me really wants to see myself reflected in another human being. I also think I'd derive an enormous amount of pleasure in guiding someone else on the journey of life and teaching him about all of the nuances of game, business, and whathaveyou.
Which is the superior man? The one who mercilessly pumps and dumps women, never exposing himself or committing beyond a couple bangs? Or the one who overcomes the lure of hatred and comes to understand and even love the absurdity and irrationality of women? The one who voluntarily submits himself to a vulnerable position in a LTR because, spiritually, he knows no being, man or woman, can break him?
Has anyone gone through a similar evolution in thought and game related goals?
Lots of notches later, I find myself wanting something more. I no longer want to meet tons of new girls and manipulate all of their requisite psychological triggers to bang within a few hours. I want to engage in a relationship with another girl and enter the brain's deluded state of love. I know the supreme joy of "love" is ultimately evolution's way of making sure we can endure the laborious task of child rearing with another being, but still. I want to enter a state of voluntary delusion, if you will, rather than repeating the same bang and dump model. Wilt Chamberlain was a massive alpha that allegedly banged over 20,000 women. But at the end of his life, he died alone and said that he would have preferred to make love 20,000 times to one woman instead of constantly seeking validation through non-stop conquests. There are 3.5 billion women in this world. Many of them aren't hot, but even the greatest player in the world will only bang an astromonically small percentage of them. Charlie Sheen, a guy who has also slept with thousands of women, is ultimately deciding to pursue a LTR live-in arrangement with a porn star instead of non-stop anonymous hookers.
I don't want to go so far as to say that I can ever conceive of committing to one woman for the rest of life. However, I think some configuration of LTRs is ultimately the best compromise where you get a good balance of novelty, excitement, and mutual understanding. Women are just biological machines maximizing their rational best interest through irrational means. I don't want to hate them or degrade them even if we're all tempted to because they hold the power of rejection as the ones that are approached.
I also want to have kids one day. I know they can be a pain in the ass, but the narcissistic, self-interested part of me really wants to see myself reflected in another human being. I also think I'd derive an enormous amount of pleasure in guiding someone else on the journey of life and teaching him about all of the nuances of game, business, and whathaveyou.
Which is the superior man? The one who mercilessly pumps and dumps women, never exposing himself or committing beyond a couple bangs? Or the one who overcomes the lure of hatred and comes to understand and even love the absurdity and irrationality of women? The one who voluntarily submits himself to a vulnerable position in a LTR because, spiritually, he knows no being, man or woman, can break him?
Has anyone gone through a similar evolution in thought and game related goals?
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